Hi,My name is Lim Qian Hui.
But,I'm called goregirl/gg.
16.
I support against segregation,genre discrimination and racism.
Unity NOT Negativity.
''We are who we are.
Through all these years we have come so far.
We're getting older every single day.
but we will always stay the same.''
-TOGETHER.
Posted on: Sunday, July 26, 2009
Posted at: 1:10 PM
Fucking hell.
Yeah,I know its weird for you guys,
But i broke down just a few hours ago.
REASON:My Mum chastised me.
Apparently she saw what I wrote on the paper inside my cardholder.
BREAK YOUR FUCKING NECK.
Then she scolded me.
Her words weren't new to me.
ALWAYS GO OUT WITH THE MALAYS.
ALL BAD COMPANY.
I'm fucking sick of her words.
FUCKING HELL.
So what if i'm different?
So what if most of my friends are malays?
SO WHAT.
I'm sick of it all.
Sick of you comparing me with my another brother and sister.
Just face it Mom.
Face Reality.
Face it that I'm not the studying type.
Face it that I will never make you proud and get good grades.
Face it that most of the words that come out of my mouth are vulgarities.
And Mum,I don't get it.
I don't get why you said that others might think that I'm a prostitute when they see what I wrote on the paper.
You only saw half of the words.
FUCK has a lot of meanings.
Yes, I know that fuck means sex or whatever shit that you come out with.
But fuck can mean that you are expressing rage.
RAGE.
Oh, and dad,thanks for using a newspaper to beat me that you were reading.
The newspaper was rolled up.
But thanks for not slapping me.
I know you mean well.
I highly doubt that Mum or you would read what i typed in here.
But, I just want say that I'm DIFFERENT.
FUCKING DIFFERENT.
I'm not smart.
QUIT SAYING THAT MY FRIENDS ARE BAD COMPANY.
I DON'T FUCKING CARE IF YOU TRY TO BRING ME DOWN AGAIN.
I DON'T HAVE THE ANSWERS.
I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU EXPECT OF ME.
BUT I STILL KNOW WHO I AM.
AND I WON'T CHANGE FOR ANYONE.
