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Hi,My name is Lim Qian Hui.
But,I'm called goregirl/gg.
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I support against segregation,genre discrimination and racism.
Unity NOT Negativity.
''We are who we are. Through all these years we have come so far. We're getting older every single day. but we will always stay the same.'' -TOGETHER.
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Posted on: Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Posted at: 3:43 PM
Posted at: 3:43 PM
Here to make things clear to those uncivilized classmates of mine.
I'm sorry to say that they are my classmates.
I was @ the school library studying and minding my own business on Monday when 4 of those classmates of mine came to approach me.
Then Isabelle started asking me whether I was still in the ''mosh club''.
Renjie started saying that I go to these type of parties/clubs for the thrill of getting beaten.
He followed by saying that I worship Satan and he also said that I was satanic.
Then a few of their friends who I call their lackeys including Barbara and Adrian asked what was the meaning of satanic.
Then Renjie proceeded to fill them in what being satanic was.
He also said to me that he was currently worshipping Satan.
AS IF I WANT TO KNOW HIS FUCKING PATHETIC LIFE OF HIS!
I was almost on the brink of tears by then,but still,I controlled the urge to cry.
As those 4 classmates of mine wanted to talk privately with their other lackeys,Isabelle told me to sit @ another table.
By then,I really couldn't stand seeing their faces anymore so I stood up with the intention of leaving the library.
When I was on my way to retrieve my bag,the tears just flowed out.
Isabelle and Barbara's guilt must have set in on them @ that time so they asked me why I was crying.
FIRST OF,ARE THEY FUCKING STUPID OR WHAT?
THEY STILL HAD THE CHEEK TO ASK ME WHY I WAS CRYING.
ISABELLE THEN TOLD ME ''KINDLY'' THAT SHE DIDN'T SCOLD ME,SHE JUST SAID THAT I WAS PART OF A MOSH CLUB AND THAT I WORSHIP SATAN.
THEN SHE ALSO SAID THAT SHE ONLY SAID I WAS INTO BLACK MAGIC.
BARBARA THEN STILL KEPT ASKING ME WHY I WAS CRYING.
The next day @ school which is today,during recess,Isabelle,Adrian & Renjie came to ''APOLOGIZE'' to me.
Then Adrian offered me his hand to see if I would accept their ''APOLOGY.''
I retaliated by showing my indifference.
I did not say a fucking word.
After realizing that I was not going to respond to them,Isabelle said that she was just merely saying what she said yesterday in an angry tone.
Then they left the classroom to smoke.
Well,I hope one of these days,they will smoke until they end up dying.
And Renjie,
YES,I LISTEN TO METAL/DEATHCORE/HARDCORE/POP PUNK STUFF.
BUT IT SO DOES NOT MEAN THAT I WORSHIP SATAN.
AND YOU STILL HAD THE CHEEK TO ASK ME WHAT RELIGION I WAS.
PLEASE GET THAT IN THAT FUCKING BIG HEAD OF YOURS.
YOU THINK YOU HAVE TRUE FRIENDS.
OH PLEASE,THAT'S SO OVERRATED SINCE YOU ALWAYS SAY THAT ON YOUR BLOG.
YOU THINK YOU HAVE TRUE FRIENDS?
MIND THINKING THAT OVER AGAIN?
HA. YOU DON'T HAVE A FIT BODY,SO DON'T KEEP TAKING OF YOUR SHIRT IN CLASS.
NO ONE WANTS TO SEE YOUR BOXES AND TO SEE HOW FAT YOU ARE SINCE ITS REALLY OBVIOUS THAT YOUR FAT ALREADY.
QUIT TAKING PHOTOS OF US IN CLASS.
I KNOW THAT YOU JUST WANT TO FILL UP YOUR MEMORY SPACE IN YOUR PHONE AND HAVE SOMETHING TO POST ABOUT O YOUR BLOG.
GET A LIFE PLEASE.
GO BACK TO YOUR LIFE IN BOY'S HOME,YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE A SECOND CHANCE.
Isabelle,
AT LEAST I DARE TO CRY,I'M NOTHING LIKE YOU.
I DON'T VENT MY ANGER ON OTHERS IF I'M UNHAPPY.
I'M HAPPY WITH WHO I AM.
AND JUST SO YOU KNOW,I AM PROUD TO BE A BUDDHIST.
I'M PROUD TO SAY THAT I DON'T DISCRIMINATE OTHER RACES.
I'M NOT A RACIST LIKE YOU.
I'D RATHER BE IN A CLASS FILLED WITH MALAYS RATHER THAN TO BE IN THE SAME CLASS AS YOU AND YOUR LACKEYS.
Adrian,
THERE'S NOT MUCH TO SAY ABOUT YOU,BUT IF YOU WANT OTHERS TO RESPECT YOU.
RESPECT YOURSELF FIRST.
DON'T JUST FOLLOW,FOLLOW YOUR HEART.
I KNOW DEEP DOWN,YOUR NOT REALLY THAT BAD.
Barbara,
HA,SO MUCH FOR YOUR BROTHER BEING A POLICEMAN.
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE IN A PROPER MANNER.
YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE THE SLIGHT RESPECT FOR OTHERS.
ALWAYS FOLLOWING WHAT ISABELLE DO OR SAY.
DON'T CALL THE MALAY GIRLS AND GUYS IN OUR CLASS DOGS,CUZ REALLY,YOUR THE ONE WHO'S REALLY THE DOG.
I HOPE WHEN YOU GO CLUBBING THE NEXT TIME,YOU WILL GET FUCKED UP SO BAD.
KEEP DANCING THOSE ''MOVES'' OF YOURS OKAY.
To cut to the chase,I don't feel embarrassed that I cried,I cried not because I was intimidated by those uncivilized classmates of mine.
I cried because they made me so pissed off that I was filled with RAGE.
I know for a fact that they do what they do because they just want A-T-T-E-N-T-I-ON,even if they deny that fact.
The only thing to do now is to ignore those fucks and to concentrate on my studies so that at least I can get in a good course in ITE.
5 or 6 months more,then I don't have to tolerate their shits.
Thanks Sheena,Jolene,Regina and Haidil for your concern.
I appreciate that gesture of yours.
Its nice to know that I still have friends left in school even though we are not really that close. :)
And akim,thanks too.
I know that you wanted to approach me when I was waiting outside your classroom to ask if I was okay.
Thanks.
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