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Hi,My name is Lim Qian Hui.
But,I'm called goregirl/gg.
16.
I support against segregation,genre discrimination and racism.
Unity NOT Negativity.
''We are who we are. Through all these years we have come so far. We're getting older every single day. but we will always stay the same.'' -TOGETHER.
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Posted on: Monday, May 10, 2010
Posted at: 10:30 AM
Posted at: 10:30 AM
As far as I am concerned,the mid terms are over for me.
Had my psychics paper today and I must say that the paper was pretty difficult.
Mr Fauzan always sets a difficult paper.
Damnnnnn!
I'm pretty sure that I will fail the paper but I did do the paper properly.
I hope that I would score on my English paper.
For paper 1,I did/chose an essay which is about racial integration.
How the schools can increase racial integration in schools.
I wrote my thoughts and opinions on what I felt and thought and it's an understatement that in a cosmopolitan country in Singapore,of course there's still social segregation among the other races.
I guess I wrote pretty long for that essay.
Most probably my target grade for English would be a Grade 1.
2 would be good also.
Mother Tongue paper was unexpectedly easy for me.
So there is no reason why I should fail for that paper.
Combined humanities should be a pass for me also.
But,I bet that my sourse based questions answers will pull down my marks though.
Fingers crosseddd!
Theres a 100% chance that I would flunk maths again.
I'm used to failing maths already.
Chemistry paper was quite easy and I have quite a bit of faith that I will pass!
Speaking of academic stuffs,My dad had I had a talk on last Saturday.
He told me that I should go up to another level in Chinese.
Thats means pass my 'N' LEVELS and go up to Secondary 5.
I know I don't want to disappoint my Dad.
I know that he doesn't want me to end up in ITE.
But really,what's so unappealing about ITE?
The only 2 reasons that I can think of is that my Dad doesn't want me to go astray in ITE;to mix with the wrong company and not to have a good future.
I want to reassure him that I won't go astray,that I won't be influenced in a bad way.
I want to tell him that when I go to ITE,I would try my very best and get into poly after that.
When I told him that I can't possibly pass my N levels because of,he said that If I try and study really hard,I would surely go up to the next level.
He also said that if my triplet brother and sister can do it,why am I unable to do it.
His words motivated me quite a bit after that.
After relating the conversation I had with my Dad to my sister,my sister said to me: ''Then you study hard,and if you fail,at least you tried your best''.
Damn,I'm thankful to have a sister like her,who is the same age as me.
Even though she can be irritating at times asking me questions that I don't want to answer.
And regarding this sentence on my facebook:
So ironic that the people who deserve nothing get everything whereas the people who deserve what they should get get nothing. Now tell me,wheres the justice?
I have a lot to say about this matter.And what I am about to type might offend some of you because most of you are my brother friends.
So I'm sorry if you think that I'm exaggerating over what I am about to type.
I swear I almost flared up when my brother brought up the subject AGAIN of buying an Iphone or a Itouch to my parents yesterday.
He has been going on and on for the past 2 weeks regarding that topic to my parents when we went out for lunch and on the way to dinner yesterday.
He should stop running his mouth.
I mean its apparent that he has a lot of stuffs already that were bought using my Dad's money when he should be of a age where he should be earning his keep instead of asking my dad to satisfy his personal wants.
When is he going to get it in his head that he already has more than enough?
He has his handphone and mp3 so that he can listen to songs.
I don't see why he has to have an Iphone or Itouch.
He doesn't deserve a fucking single thing.
Since young,my parents always gave him what he wanted.
And look how he turned out.
SPOILT,PAMPERED BRAT.
He takes things for granted.
He takes my parents for granted.
He doesn't even talk to my Dad in a proper manner.
He doesn't appreciate my parent's advice to him.
I don't approve of my parents for always giving in to him.
Maybe its their way to appease my brother.
But,they are so wrong,he would be grateful to them for a while,then he would return to his immature self after he gets tired of his gadgets.
AND HE'S A FUCKING DOUCHEBAG BECAUSE THE OTHER TIME WHEN MY SISTER AND I RAN INTO HIM AND HIS FRIEND @ THE MALL,HE PRETENDED NOT TO KNOW US EVEN THOUGH I WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM WAVING IN HIS FACE.
REALLY,WHAT KIND OF BROTHER WOULD BE EMBARRASSED TO ACKNOWLEDGE HIS OWN SISTER?
So much for saying that I have a bad attitude when really he is the one who with the bad attitude.
That is why I haven't spoken to him in almost 4 months.
He can call me petty or what,but I don't give a fucking shit.
And then there's my mum.
She always underestimates me.
I have been on the outs with her since she called me useless.
No point making up with her since eventually we would be back to square 1.
Whenever we go out as a family to have lunch/dinner and we have fish as one of the dishes and when my Dad pass me the fish,she tells my Dad that I don't know how to remove the fish bones and ask him to peel it for me first.
You might think that she's only looking out for me,but hell no, her intention is not looking out for me.
Always putting me down and underestimating me.
It doesn't help that my Mum treats my brother better than my other siblings and I.
We always have to give in to him,
The better stuff always goes to him.
ISN'T THE OLDER BROTHER IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE WHO GIVES IN TO HIS YOUNGER SIBLINGS?
Not the other way round.
Fuck this injustice man.
I swear if ever I have children next time,I won't treat my children like how my mother treated my siblings and I.
Bias much Mum?
I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG SOMEDAY.
I SWEAR I WILL.
AND LASTLY,GET A WAKE UP CALL BRO.
I'M OUT.
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