Fatality girl

2011-01-31T20:18:00.001+08:00

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-TOO LAZY TO UPDATE HERE MOSTLY SO HEAD TO MY TUMBLR!

2011-01-27T18:05:00.001+08:00

List of Local bands That I Really Miss =

Ragdoll Epilogue,November 19th,Murdered For Revenge,Shadows Of Miasma, Nightmare Trilogy,After The Wedding,Comrade,For This Fight,Behead The Mannequin,Hope For Glory + Draw The Line,Forgive + Vermillion.

Doesn’t matter if these bands don’t play anymore or are inactive. I just miss those days. Reset 2008 +2009? and bring back shows venues like blackhole,odio crib FAD Media + crawlspace which got shut down or for whatsoever vague reasons.

Thanks.

2011-01-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

www.twowordsonepromsie.tumblr.com !

2011-01-15T23:37:00.001+08:00

carnifex tomorrow night!

2011-01-13T21:31:00.001+08:00

Ever been treated by someone with an attitude that you don't even deserve from them?

That's what it's like here at home for me.

First,the family maid. Today I got back from school and asked her if there was rice for dinner,then she totally ignored me knowing that I was talking to her.

I thought she didn't hear me properly at first,so I spoke to her again.

Then she gave me the cold shoulder again.

I understand that she might be in a bad mood or whatever, but fucking hell,I don't deserve such attitude from her.

I'm trying to tolerate her attitude and not flare up at her for the sake of avoiding awkward situations,like with my mum.

Speaking of my mum,we are still not on speaking terms since last Feb,sometime around after chinese new year.

Almost a year already,since we have last spoken to each other.

There's nothing wrong about eating dinner before the computer right?

So she commented to my sister that I'm a silly girl and I'm a computer addict etc ; mainly words that I have heard over and over again.

And the ironic thing is she too has taken her meal in her room or whatever.

She always thinks that she's right and when she see me do things that she dislikes, she talks shit about me without knowing that she too has done the same thing before.

Fuck this really,I don't think there's any hope in salvaging our relationship /kinship anymore.

Dad's better,I know he's disappointed in me for going to ITE but I know my rights and I'm gonna do him proud and repay him my gratitude by scoring at least a 3.5 GPA point.

Well at least my Dad can say that 2 of his children did well for their O Levels.

My Sister and Brother who just got their results back last monday scored 14( Sister) ,13 points (Brother)

He even rewarded my brother a blackberry cellphone for being one of the top students in school.

I admit I was a tad bit jealous that my dad bought him the phone instead of me since his phone is not that old.

But,this is my motivation for working hard toward getting a good GPA point.

School has been great with such funny/outgoing/friendly classmates around unlike in high school where my class was segregated according to races,now it is so much different.

Class TA! <3

2011-01-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

ARE YOU READING THIS?

2010-12-21T22:13:00.003+08:00

www.twowordsonepromise.tumblr.com

2010-12-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

I’m uploading photos from yesterday’s show as I speak.

The show was quite alright although I prefer some of the bands who played last year like Vermillion,Murdered For Revenge and Shadows Of Miasma.

Straightforward who also played at last year’s show as usualput up a really epic set.

Literally everyone were singing along to the songs that they played like their originals.(Stolen Pride,their rough mix song on myspace.)

And then when they played promises kept by Champion,Most were grabbing the mike to get their voices heard.

A Town In Fear did great too. It was nice to see them play and sing along to their originals deadhorse and Boundaries .

Framework played their originals and they sounded great too!

Kudos to Take Over for covering Along for The Ride + Conquer The World by Down To Nothing.

It was a waste that Nightmare Trilogy change their band arrangement though.

They are better with their old lineup.

Anyways,it was nice seeing familiar faces and friends after a long time of not seeing them.

Feel Free to lurk my multiply for the pictures if you want to.

www.goregirl.multiply.com

I’m out!

PS: LEAVE ME SOME HATE/LOVE ON MY FORMSPRING!

http://www.formspring.me/gorexgirl

2010-12-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

SHOULD GET MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND THIS.

HAHA.

2010-12-17T20:02:00.001+08:00

As anticipated,I failed my N Levels and so I am heading off to ITE to continue my education next year.

So that means I’m officially out of secondary school / (High School)

Here’s how I did:

English:Grade 2

Combined Humanities:Grade 2

Maths: Ungraded

Combined Science:Ungraded

Chinese:Grade 4

Art:Absent

I know it’s pretty shameless of me to post my results.

But I’m just gonna treat my results as a lesson.

In ITE,I have to really buck up and complete my ITE education before heading off to poly.

And Yes,I’m going to prove my mum wrong.

When she heard from my sister that I was going to ITE,she proceeded to demean me and said that I was stupid that I made the choice of going to ITE.

And that ITE has loads of ah lians and I’ll be influenced to become like one in the future.

I’M GONNA PROVE HER SO WRONG AND SEE WHAT SHE HAS TO SAY THEN.

I really wish that I can say that my relationship with my mum is good,but no.

A mother is supposed to be there for her child and encourage him no matter where he/she lands her/him self in education.

A mother shouldn’t underestimate and demean her child.

A mother should support her child for the right reasons.

Luckily,I still can say that I still have one parent that I can still talk to.

My Dad.

Here I come to whatever ITE college that I’m posted to.

Thanks to those who believed that I could get past my N level.

But instead I didn’t.

No more letting down the people who believe in me anymore,I will make my stand and prove myself right that I can do this.

2010-12-15T13:44:00.001+08:00

YAY LETS ALL GO FOR THIS. I remember BREAK THE CHAINS 1,everyone had loads of fun. ^^ http://goregirl.multiply.com/photos/album/8/BREAK_THE_CHAINS

2010-12-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

Say goodbye to all of those thoughts

Say goodbye to everything

Say goodbye to a mind locked in the past and all I’ve kept inside

Breaking and taking this home I’ve been making

Waking and faking these breaths I’ve been taking

Life takes a hold, time takes its toll

Life takes a hold, takes control

2010-12-15T13:39:00.000+08:00

2010-12-15T13:35:00.000+08:00

The Mongoloids.

2010-12-09T21:01:00.001+08:00

I know its hard to be positive in the world we live in,

BUT,we gotta keep our heads up and make the most of our every day right?

This shirt serves as a reminder to me that I should keep my spirits up every single day.

Thanks Toby Morse.

2010-12-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

#Overdue merch That I didn't post about. #From The Pawn

2010-12-09T21:00:00.001+08:00

“Fuck Your World,

I’ll Take Mine” — Fireworks

2010-12-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

Searching for inspiration,coming up empty handed,running out of patience

I feel so fucking stranded.

#Expire #3:56 #Grim Rhythm

www.twowordsonepromise.tumblr.com if you want to listen to that song.

2010-12-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

Am still re-approaching myself for not turning up at scape to see For This Fight’s set last friday.

Blame it on the traffic and my not being able to manage my time properly.

Suffice to say,my weekend was a disappointing one spent moping around doing loads reading and watching tv.

I miss all my friends,all the people I used to see on Fridays and Saturdays.

I miss us just hanging out,having conversations,laughing together;having fun.

Now, it just seems like everyone else have their own lives and new friends.

18th December,come quick please.

2010-12-01T13:42:00.001+08:00

2010-12-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

2010-11-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

GOT MY TIX FOR THE FOUR YEAR STRONG / SET YOUR GOALS SHOW NEXT JANUARY.

BYE BYE $4. HELLO TO A GIG ON A SCHOOL NIGHT WITH 2 GREAT BANDS. I’M SO DITCHING SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY.

2010-11-27T21:03:00.001+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Not-The-Fallen/137809549572526?ref=ts#!/pages/Not-The-Fallen/137809549572526?v=info

2010-11-27T21:02:00.001+08:00

2010-11-27T20:47:00.001+08:00

I like this band already.

http://www.myspace.com/xbreakinggroundx

2010-11-26T14:48:00.001+08:00

This dude must be cool.

He’s wearing a WHITE CHAPEL shirt and he is on the Mtv show called If You Really Knew Me.

I like this tv show.

2010-11-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

Cm Punk repping a a H20 OLOC/PMA shirt on Monday Night RAW.

NIASE.

2010-11-22T13:11:00.002+08:00

ART EXHIBITION @ GRAND COPTHORNE HOTEL!

WHO EVEN COMES HERE ANYMORE?

2010-11-19T21:22:00.005+08:00

He even installed a CCTV.^^

My Dad's new sort of temporary container office.

Today,my maid and I followed my Dad to his new office for cleaning and dusting Had a long talk with my Dad today in the car and I think
he's beginning to accept the fact that I will be schooling at ITE next year.
He asked me why I am the only one who is weak at my academics when my brother and sister who are the same age as me are good in their academics.Then I just told him that i just am weak in my studies,it's not that I don't want to study and get good grades.
Then I told him that ITE isn't really that bad and then I said that I know he's worried that I'll get into bad company,do drugs,smoke and all that fucked up shits.
I told him that I won't and he said that one day if I really turned out to be that bad,he straight up told me that he would slap me in the face,and I said that he could.
I know it's still early days to say this,but I won't stray away from the path,Dad.
By hook or by crook,I will get good grades and head to poly after I'm finished with ITE.
This is my promise to you.

I won't end up like you-know-who and act like a spoilt brat.I'm proud to have you as my Dad because you work hard for this family so that you can give us a better life.I hope to one day,helped you out with your business in the future to repay you back and continue your fruit of labor.

You know I love you Dad. ♥

2010-11-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

if only people really knew how you are really like

2010-11-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

Hi! I better update quickly lest the keyboard fucks up on me again.

So last Sunday,My brother,sister and I went to the Zoo and the Night Safari.

As we all know,there was a huge downpour on Sunday,so yeah,despite the rain,we still continued walking and seeing the animals.

Still the same old animals,nothing new.

But at least I did my body and feet justice by walking and I got to spent quality time with my sister and brother. Haha.

Here are some pictures:

After the long and wet day at the zoo,we went to KFC for dinner.
And bloody fuck,the roasta burger tasted really good if I must say so myself. (Y)
+ I had the egg tarts too.
Before ordering our meal,I said that I was gonna get the egg tarts and my brother was like ''Where got egg tarts now,I thought only breakfast?''
In the end,He bought 2 egg tarts for himself and he looked at me sheepishly.
HAHAHA! ME-1 JASON-0

After chilling at KFC after our meal, we headed to Night Safari.
Turned out that one of my brother's hi-bye friend he used to hang out with worked there.
He led us into the forest giant's trail,and minutes into the work,we came across the Naracoorte Cave.

I swear that cave has got to be the coolest place I have ever seen!

Then after all that walking,we went to ben and jerry's to get icecream!
lol,I love the waffle cone,it was so big and crunchy!

There goes my Sunday,I just wanna sleep like there's no tomorrow and I so hope I get the job that my sister told me about. Food packaging? I so want the job. $6 per hour.
Ahh,I guess I better stop here!
Bye!

2010-11-11T13:28:00.000+08:00

This is what's up!

2010-11-11T13:27:00.001+08:00

First Blood. Des Moines, Iowa.

Check out Hartley's tumblr!

www.hartleyphoto.tumblr.com

2010-11-11T13:25:00.000+08:00

Thanks to my Indonesia Friend,Arizo for telling me about Your Demise Facebook status.

=”South East Asia, Get ready, we are coming!! ”

I got so fucking excited when I saw their status and I couldn’t finish my lunch.

How about that?

So psyched for 2011!

I can foresee that 2011 is gonna be the best year ever! :D

2010-11-11T13:14:00.002+08:00

Thanks to my Indonesia Friend,Arizo for telling me about Your Demise Facebook status.

=”South East Asia, Get ready, we are coming!! ”

I got so fucking excited when I saw their status and I couldn’t finish my lunch.

How about that?

So psyched for 2011!

I can foresee that 2011 is gonna be the best year ever! :

2010-11-06T22:46:00.001+08:00

www.twowordsonepromise.tumblr.com

But I will still update here.

2010-11-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

Need to save money stat!

Asking Alexandria too, on Feb 23;their tour dates are already on their myspace!

SWEET! http://www.myspace.com/askingalexandria

2010-11-03T12:25:00.001+08:00

Please do not mind my crazy hair.

This picture is from last year.

I so do not look like that now after removing my braces + rebonding my hair and no more that black specs anymore. But I’m still the same person inside.

HAHAHA.

The girl beside me,today’s her 17th birthday,

So Happy Birthday Lynette,I will always remember the post office near Rumah Seri Friends Club; Malay Village because that was the first time we met before going for the here after show.

Have fun today Lynette!

2010-11-03T11:08:00.001+08:00

HI!

Alright,so lemme start off on what I was up to these past few days.

On Sunday,my Dad brought my Family to paragon for lunch.

Since it is not every time that my Dad brings us to dine at a restaurant.

I didn't dress too causally like I do every Sunday w

hen we go out for lunch. I wore a top + a cardigan.

When we arrived at the restaurant ( Crystal Jade Golden Palace @ Paragon),one of the waitress showed us to our table.

Here's what we ate.

Plus the Seafood Fried Rice,egg tarts and pork.

The egg tarts were my favorite and my Dad ended up ordering 10 more egg tarts for us to eat at home.

I'm still bummed that I did not got to celebrate Halloween this year though.

These past 2 years,I have been going to Night Safari for the Halloween Horrors thingy.

But not this year :(

Urgh,I guess there's still next year, so its okay?

Also,I actually thought that I was going trick or treat that evening,but I didn't so I took a picture of one of the houses from my neighborhood so that I will feel better. LOL.

On Monday,which was just yesterday, I went to meet Era at Somerset MRT.

We had our lunch at Macdonald's first before heading off to watch Paranormal Activity 2.

I was actually a bit spooked by the movie.

So after the movie,I had to calm myself down and it was my first NC16 movie ever,so Fuck yes.

Haha.

Took the bus home at about 3:30 + since Era had religious class and I had to go home and meet my brother before heading out for the Despised Icon show.

Killed time by shitting and watching some TV, and then my brother and I headed to the Bus stop to meet Haziq and Afrio.

Haziq reached first the he and my brother started talking so I was just sitting down there and stoning.

Afrio finally reached the we took bus 190 to Dhoby Ghaut.

Met Hanis and Mondre,the we were off to Fort Canning.

Had to climbed like a 20 steps or so staircase before reaching the gig venue.

Fast forward,DESPISED ICON WAS FUCKING SICKK x4378598595509030330!

First HUGE overseas deathcore band to come down here and it was all worthwhile. (Y)

Also kudos to those guys who came all the way from Brunei and the

philippines for the Despised Icon show here.

Check my multiply for the pictures if you want : www.goregirl.multiply.com ^^

I'm out!

2010-10-30T19:57:00.003+08:00

HOWDY!

So I left the house at around 3:30 + and after taking Bus 190 to CCK MRT,I took the MRT to Bukit Batok to meet Lynette.

At around 4:45 she reached,then we took the MRT to somerset.

It was a long ride journey. Took about an hour or so to reach our destination.

I was so annoyed by this guy with his friends and like Lynette mentioned on her twitter, ''Wtf bloody beng in front of us he said cb like at least ten times even before we reach the next stop. ''

Seriously man,ah bengs are so overrated with all their cbs.

Apparently that Ah Beng was talking about how his blog is so nice,blah blah,blah.

And how loads of people wrote on his tagboard.

Lol. This is what I call an outdated/overrated ah beng,fiddling with his hair,thinking his fringe is so nice. =.=

And he had the audacity to stare at me,so in my mind I was like You better get the fuck out of my sight soon.

So anyway once Lynette and me reached Somerset,we headed to her workplace which was at Uniqlo since I wanted to try to apply for a part time job there.

She found her manager,Julie, then told her that I wanted to apply for a job there.

Since Lynette had to go clock in,I said bye to her first.

I was told to wait,then after several minutes,Julie came to me with the form asking me to fill up the form.

While I was filling up the form,she told me that I had to at least work one weekday /public holiday and weekend shift.

Then I was thinking to myself that If I managed to get the job,I have to sacrifice going to gigs,so I was a bit hesistant after that.

But I did fill up the form eventually,so I will see how it goes.

Intan and Shafiq met me @ Uniqlo.

And Intan soon left after to Bishan to meet amy and the others.

So I ended up going to the gig with Shafiq. Lol!

We were hanging out at the cool bench beside Macdonald's.

Then I went to the toliet to change to my More Than Life shirt and shorts since I can't possibly go to the gig wearing the dress that I wore before.

Then we both headed to Scape and the gig ended up starting at 8pm + instead of 6pm so I sat with his friends and all.

The first band Death and a cure's Singer ; Ben Blondel is aslo from the band In League.

Check his myspace out if you dig acoustic songs! http://www.myspace.com/deathandacure

In League gave a great set too ,not too bad for a post hardcore band.

http://www.myspace.com/inleagueband -check them out if you have the time.

Needless to say,Mouthful of air were awesome but the circle pits,stage diving ,2 stepping + hardcore dancing didn't really start until MILES AWAY set.

I was glad that they played hearts and minds,endless roads and brainwash because I managed to learn the lyrics of the songs.

Ahhhhhhhhhh,but during their set it was hard to take photos since I had to dodge the guys who were stage diving. HAHAA.

I should bring an armour next time to protect myself. LOL.

Anyway I had fun during the show.

Next show=DESPISED ICON. THIS MONDAY!

Okay,I have to remember to stock up on batteries for my camera.

FUCK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

I can't to see familar faces at the show.

I'm out!

SUSS MY MULTIPLY FOR THE MILES AWAY SHOW PICS! -www.goregirl.multiply.com

2010-10-28T14:05:00.001+08:00

Hi I will update on saturday or something.

BYE!

2010-10-24T20:04:00.001+08:00

Haha. I still remember watching Teletubbies when I was still in pre- school.

Tinky Winky,Dipsy,Lala,Po ftw!

2010-10-22T20:48:00.003+08:00

Glad to be repping my Chunk! No, Captain Chunk! shirt!
Check them out!

http://www.myspace.com/chunknocaptainchunk

2010-10-20T13:41:00.002+08:00

Motherfucking fuck ,is this the life that I really want?

Going to bed,Watching tv,reading,using the computer.

Note to self:Get a fucking job!

2010-10-17T22:07:00.001+08:00

HEY! HEY! HEY!

So my Saturday started out only when I stepped out of my house.

Met Era @t City Hall MRT,then we headed to Marina Square to have our lunch @ SUBWAY.

We were walking to SUBWAY and we were talking about both of us finding a job.

Era saw a sign pasted outside the wallet shop looking for part time/full time assistants.

She asked me whether I wanted to go and take a look,then after that, we decided to apply for the job.

We had fun filling up the forms. Haha.

After about 10 mins,we finally were done and left to head to SUBWAY.

I had the Chicken + Bacon Ranch sandwich+ 2 choclate chip cookies and chips + a cup of Sprite.

Era had the Meatball Marinara sandwich.

It was a good meal.

Headed to Penin after that as Era wanted to find a stud for her septum piercing,but to no avail.

We went to the tattoo shop at the first floor.

While Era was asking what stud there were,I was peering inside the shop and I saw this chinese dood getting his thigh tatooed.

It looked like he was enduring the pain becuase he kept covering his eyes with his arms.

We made our way to Substation for the gig.

Saw Khai panda + Areep on the way.

When we reached substation,the gig had not started yet,so we chilled outside with Azneil,Aixz,Amy,Aiman and Areep/

RUINS were fucking great.

Their cover of vegenance by For The Fallen Dreams is always tight.

Plus their orginals.

AVALANCHE's set was super TIGHT. Their orginals are the best.

Props to them for always performing a good set.

I enjoyed TAKE OVER 's set.

They covered along for the ride and conquer the world by down to nothing.

They aslo played their orginal 'worth fighting for'.

It was awesome to see the crowd singing along,the circle pits,the 2-stepping ,the hardcore dancing + the stage dives. (Y)

STRAIGHTFORWARD'S set was the best. They covered the truth by champion,their orginal stolen pride.

They were supposed to cover a song by chain of strength,but decided not to play.

Kudos to the crowd. (Y)

After the gig, went to Macdonalds for a while to rest then Amy,Era,Areep,Aiman + me went to tong seng to have dinner.

I was talking with Aiman and turns out that I know him from habbo.

HAHAHA. FUNNNY.

HABBO FRIENDS 4 LIFE.

Darrell aslo came to meet us.

Headed home with Era after dinner.

Reached home around 10:30 + and thats about it.

Great night. I can live life this every single fuckin day.

PICS @ www.goregirl.multiply.com

2010-10-15T22:50:00.001+08:00

Will be back on Sunday to update! :)

2010-10-13T13:01:00.000+08:00

My Top 5 Bands For The Week

1.) HAVENSIDE [Recognition] - http://www.myspace.com/havenside

2.) DONNYBROOKE [The Beast Inside] -http://www.myspace.com/donnybrook

3.)EXPIRE [Grim Rhythm] -http://www.myspace.com/expirehc

4.) MADBALL [Empire]-http://www.myspace.com/madball

5.)DOWN TO NOTHING [All My Sons] -http://www.myspace.com/downtonothing

2010-10-13T04:28:00.000+08:00

Hi! whoever the hell who is taking the time to read this.

Last night was actually quite a fun weekday to me.

Went to meet up with Intan and Amy at Lot 1.

They were at food junction having their dinner,then we started talking like there's no tomorrow until Enna and Mark reached.

The girls kept complimenting me of my dress sense. HAHAHA.

I'm for sure trying not to feel self conscious all the time when I am repping new tops or dresses.

HELL I DON'T CARE WHAT OTHERS SAY TO ME ANYMORE.

I think what's imperative is that I feel good about myself. Am I right?

Intan suggested we all should go to Jurong Point.

At first we wanted to see if there were any bus that would take us to Jurong point,there was,but the journey would be very long.

While I was siting down on one of the benches waiting for us all to decide if we agree on taking the MRT,Enna suddenly said that she saw Feer among the policemen (?) who was petrolling the mall.

Then I got up from the bench and then I was like ''WHERE! I DIDN'T NOTICE!''

By the time I looked to where Enna was pointing,the small group of policemen were already out of sight.

We headed to the control station and I caught sight of Feer then,then I laughed and I think he saw.

Took the Mrt until Boon lay and when we reached Jurong Point,I practically marveled because the mall was HUGE.

Yeah,although I stay at the west side,I haven't been to Jurong Point until last night.

We went to Carls Junior since Mark wanted to have his dinner there.

I had the crisscut fries and I should go there to eat again when I feel rich.

And I saw this teen actress who I always used to see on chinese drama shows on TV.

My sister is right,celebrities in Singapore have it much better,they don't get dogged by paparazzis,they have their own privacy.

Refilled my ice lemon tea about 2 or 3 times.

My dad called me and I got scared but it was for nothing since he just told me to be home early.

After dinner,we headed to the area outside the mall to chill and this time we had heart to heart conversations.

I told Enna,Amy + Intan my secret and I think Mark knows too.

The lesser people know my secret,the better. ^^

Headed home at about 9:30 +.

Watched a hour worth of tv.

Tried to sleep,but I couldn't because of this terrible flu I'm having.

Hopefully,I will be better when Saturday comes.

Can't wait to see Ruins,Straightforward,Take Over + Avalanche @ Substation.

I SHOULD GET A JOB OR ELSE NO $$$ FOR GIGS +MERCH.

I SHALLLLLLLLLLLLL!

So who wants to go job-hunting with me?

2010-10-10T20:29:00.001+08:00

Haha. I guess that there are too many downsides to having a formspring account.

People try to bring you down with their negative comments about or type mean words on your formspring,hoping that they will somehow get the best of you.

And sometimes if you’re lucky,there will be those who would have a honest comment about you.

Just a heads up if you happen to be reading this and if you detest me,at least gimme a valid reason why you detest me,because I have gone through loads of these shits before already,please do yourself a favour and start getting a life.

www.formspring.me/gorexgirl

2010-10-10T19:27:00.000+08:00

So word is that Fall Of Mirra will be opening for Despised Icon.

But I think they are not suitable to be the opening band for Despised Icon.

I mean why shouldn’t other more worthy bands like Every Rage I Seek,Murdered For Revenge or Analdickton be given the chance to be the opening bands too?

2010-10-08T19:52:00.002+08:00

New merch from the driven fear's show last sunday.

2010-10-06T20:36:00.002+08:00

Whatever it takes we’ll stand together
No matter what you’ve got or where you from
We’re all the same we can count on each other
Because if we can’t who can we count on?

2010-10-04T20:22:00.005+08:00

HI! WHAT IS UP!
Yesterday has to be the most craziest show I have ever been to for this year.
The bands who played all did really great.
-A TOWN IN FEAR,PASSENGER SERVICE,DIMENSIONS,OBSCURE,TRUTH BE KNOWN,MOUTHFUL OF AIR,STRAIGHTFORWARD,OVERTHROWN
AVALANCHE,PICTURE THIS PERFECT + DRIVEN FEAR!
A TOWN IN FEAR played like the show on last friday so I won't mention so much about how they did;of course they did good.
FUCK,DIMENSIONS sounded motherfucking heavy and I enjoyed their set.
Thank god I went yesterday and saw them because I haven't watched them play before until after yesterday.
Loads of the guys + some girls went crazy during Obscure and truth be known's set.
Practically most of the guys were crowd surfing and stage diving.
Saw Israq carying Jani + some other guys.
Haha.
Overthrown played their originals and some old school songs which I did not know,but at least I got the chance to take some good shots!
Straightforward put up a great set too,Stolen Pride=(Y)
Mouthful Of Air played mostly their originals too like your unshaven chin + the grey matter + pale fate.
Driven Fear's set was epic like fuck.
Suprisingly,I knew some of the lyrics from some of their songs.
And they were cool because they throwed about 10 of their tees while they were performing,but I didn't managed to catch the tees.
The gig ended after 10 and were all like one more, one more!
But the sound man said that we all should go home since the commmunity club was closing soon.
Hanged around outside and waited for my brother since I thought I would be going home with me.
Then Driven fear's vocalist came out from the gig venue to hand out stickers.
When he came over to me and handed me their stickers,he said ''oh you,do you have a shirt''?
I said no and then the next thing I knew,he said ''I will go get you one!''
Naem who was sitting beside me said ''Can I have one too?''
HAHAHA. He was like no,she's a girl.
BUT,the vocalist gave one to Naem too.
Dammit,hahaha,I should have took the gray shirt instead of the black shirt since I have too many band shirts in black already,but I guess it's better than nothing.
I had heaps of fun yesterday even though my favorite slipper is no more because of the show.
Thanks to RECONSTRUX BOOKINGS for organizing such a great show and I'm looking forward for them to bring down more bands. Bands like signs of hope or a day to remember maybe?
Ahh,on a bleaker note,my combined science N level paper almost left me giving up today.
Chemistry paper was so much harder than the physics paper.
But,at least I'm confident that I'm able to get a good grade for my combined humantities.
The essays I studied for history really came out in tha paper.
Establishing peace after world war 2. Hell motherfucking yes.
I should really stop here now since I want to continue doing my daily routine.
Till here!

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GO FUCKIN SEE!

2010-10-02T04:36:00.000+08:00

HI PEOPLE! HOW GOES IT?

I'm up in the wee hours of the morning because I wanted to listen to A Town In Fear's 2010 demos.

Ha. As a matter of fact,I saw them last night with Framework + I am Grace.

Took the bus to town and I wasn't sure where to get off.

So I had to walk a 10 minute walk to Scape.

On my way there,Sharul and Amy called out to me when we were crossing the road.

So I went to Ben and Jerry's with them.

Turns out that Sharul just wanted to see the price of the ice cream. LOL.

Then he looked at some watches at one of the nearby shops.

Then we headed to Scape.

Went inside the place and I was disappointed that the place was arranged not like the usual.

It looked smaller,but I guess it was okay in the end.

The Fallen Project was up first,but I wasn't into their music so I started spacing out and I kept looking around me.

Then I am Grace performed next.

They played their originals + brothers in arms by the fallen dreams.

But they didn't sound good because of technical difficulties.

Better luck next time guys!

Framework played their originals- Me In Neverland + These Pyramids Weren't Built For You.

I was really surprised when they played Last Dying Breath by For the Fallen Dreams.

Plus they played Idols and Anchor by Parkway Drive.

Seriously,I'm really glad that they arranged Zainal to be the vocalist.

They have become really good with their sets since then. (Y)

HAHAHHAA,I almost forgot to mention that I fell quite hard when the guys are creating a circle pit.

I fell on the speakers and Enna and Aixz helped me up.

Then a lot of people came up to me asking if I was okay.

Enna said that my brother was really sweet.

She was like ''EH YOUR BROTHER SWEET SIA,SEE YOU FALL THAN COME TO YOU.''

Then Jason asked if I was okay then he laughed.

Ajie apologized and ask if I was okay for about 2 or 3 times.

I think he was the one who caused me to fall. HAHAHA. But I said it was okay.

THANKS FOR THE CONCERN PEOPLE!

IT IS GOOD TO KNOW THAT YOU GUYS LOOKED OUT FOR ME.

I'M OKAY NOW,EXPECT THAT I GOT A BRUISE ON MY BUTT.

HAHAHHA. BUT IT WILL HEAL! SO,IT'S ALL GOOD!

A Town In Fear were AWESOME as usual.

They covered Faith Or Forgiveness by the ghost inside.

I'll see you when the sun sets is already in my mind.

+ their originals which I have already listened just now.

Both songs are equally sick but I prefer Deadhorse more.

And I saw Wayne repping the straightedge watch that I have too.

The gig ended by 10:30pm.

I got a drink from 7-11 (Coke+ Sprite Mixed)

Then I took the bus home.

Ah,I'm sick of typing already.

Next gig=Bound By Honour @ Tanglin CC.

Too many rad bands performing + Driven Fear so I'll be a fool if I don't go for the gig this Sunday.

On top of that the next day I'll be sitting for my Physics + Chemistry and History paper.

I dunno if I can get through my combined science paper,but I will certainly do my best for the papers.

Alright,really have to go now.

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2010-09-30T19:53:00.001+08:00

Alright! Sorry if you’re sick of seeing that sentence.But I just thought that since today is the last day of September,I’d just type that sentence.

Okay let’s see, September was a good month for me.

I accomplished far much more than August.

I still suck at maths,still dislike school life,still thinking about those who sold out.

Who left,who walk into my life;who are my true friends.

Who is worth the fight,who’s not.

Now,I definitely know that although I suck in my studies,there is still hope.

It doesn’t matter anymore where I end my next year,as long as I’m still staying true to who I am.

I promise myself not to stray away from the path,to not be someone I despise.

I have to choose carefully who to associate with,who to avoid,who to stand up to.

I’m really glad that I chose to listen to the music that I’m now into.

Those bands that I listen to has taught me a lot,I love their lyrics,how they play their music.

Especially when I’m at gigs,I believe that I’m always truly happy whenever I have fun @ gigs. Sing a longs,taking pictures. Being with friends.

Thats the most greatest feeling ever and no one would be able to take this love away from me.

I like living my life,my lifestyle. Friends sell out,true friends will stick by your side,just remember that.

And if your friendships or relationships don’t work out,maybe it’s meant to be or you will have to work it out.

Don’t let anyone bring you down and don’t let them get to you.

Just remember that you’re better person than them.

You don’t suck,they are the ones who are miserable,thats why they choose to bring down people who are truly happy :)

2010-09-28T20:52:00.001+08:00

BRING ON SCHOOL! I'M SO READY AND LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKEND.

GIGS=MY LIFE.

OTHER STUPID SHITS WOULD HAVE TO WAIT.

I HAVE TO MAKE THE MOST AND LIVE MY LIFE TO THE UTMOST.

www.twowordsonepromise.tumblr.com

2010-09-26T20:35:00.002+08:00

Btw,anyone of you all remember blowing bubbles when you were young,I do!

My sister and I did this just now in the afternoon,gonna buy more bubbles equipment tomorrow!

2010-09-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

WHAZZ UP ? If you still happen to bother to read my blog!

So yesterday I was out with Jessabel and her auntie.

I met them at Bukit Gombak MRT.

I was late in meeting them,sorry guys!

We took the MRT to Tanjong Pagar,then we

took a cab to amoy street.

Actually we could have walked there but we didn't know the way.

We entered the place called The Studio.Jessabel wen

t to collect her photos.

While she was at the counter,her auntie diva started talking to me and she asked about my maid.

How long she has worked for my family;etc.

While she was talking to me,I kept checking out the place and how it would be really nice if my family had a photo shoot there and then we would have a family portrait.

Once Jessabel settled her stuff and collected her photos,we made our way to the MRT again.

One the way to the Mrt,we passed by this massage/spa place and guess what was the place called?

Yeah,no kidding,the place was called QIANHUI BEAUTY SPA.

Haha. I got so excited that I got out my camera immediately to take this photo.

That is something I don't see everyday. (Y)

Then we headed to town since Jessabel and her aunt had an appointment with New York Skin solutions @ Ngee Ann City.

While in the train,Jessabel kept teasing her aunt and her aunt blush until her face turned red.

Saw a few mixed american chinese kids @ Orchard MRT station.

They looked so pretty + adorable!

Both of them had to wait for a while then they could enter the room to get their facials done.

Unfortunately for Jessabel,she couldn't had her facial done since she wasn't accompanied by her Mum.

So while her aunt was getting her facial done,Jessabel and me decided to go kill time.

We went to get ice cream,but Jessabel wasn't sure that she wanted ice cream,so I ate icecream all by myself. Chocolate Flavored. AWESOMELY GOOD.

Then Jessabel wanted to go to Sephora to look at some make-up products.

I was outside the shop waiting for her and finishing my ice cream.

When I finally dragged her out of the shop,we went to KFC to have our dinner.

I had the 2 piece chicken meal,Jessabel had the student bandittto chicken meal.

Since I have already seen quite a few people dip the chicken in the potato,I tried it and no wonder loads of people did that. NICE LIKE FUCK!

We gossiped a lot about our schoolmates and my classmates and I forgot why I kept laughing so hard at the beginning.

After stuffing ourselves,we went back to new york skin solutions to meet with her aunt again.

While we were waiting for diva to come out from the room,I told Jessabel about how I got bullied by a couple of my sadistic classmates of mine a few months ago.

Read:http://goregirlwillneverfalter.blogspot.com/2010/04/here-to-make-things-clear-to-those.html

If you want to know what happened.

We headed to Cineleisure intending to watch a movie but we didn't because there wasn't any good movies to watch.

Then I saw the Flea Market near SCAPE and I suggested going there.

Bought 2 dresses. A Red and a brown dress.

The red dress is a topshop dress that cost $69,but the woman who was tending the shop sold me the dress for only 10 fucking bucks.

The brown dress cost $8.

If I knew about flea markets having this sweet deals earlier,I might have already save quite a few dollars myself and not wasting my $$ buying $30 + dresses.

Took bus 700 bus home and I reached home fairly early,I must say.

This weekend was actually quite fun to me and we should do this again after N LEVELS Jessabel!

Gotta really study this week since I have to sit for my Physics,Chemistry+ History paper next Monday.

Then this friday equals to the Framework Tragedy gig @ SCAPE.

And Sunday equals to the BOUND BY HONOUR gig.

Sad to say that Shadows Of Miasma pulled out of the show because some of the members are busy with NS.

Hopefully Murdered for revenge would be able to play for that show?

But I don't think so. :(

Alright,so I have to at least get some studying done this week so I won't feel guilty for not studying.

Time for me to stop typing,so I'm out!

2010-09-22T19:15:00.001+08:00

Like I mentioned,visit my tumblr if I don't update regularly here.

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2010-09-18T19:31:00.000+08:00

SUP! So I went out with Era yesterday.

We met @ Somerset Mrt and when she rejected my phone call,I got worried becuase I thought she was gonna ditch me.

HAHA. But no such thing.

Then we went to 313 Somerset to shop.

Our first and only stop was @ forever 21.

I ended up buying this purple top that Era chose for me.

At first I wasn't sure about buying the top because the top cost $23 bucks.

Come to think of it,I shouldn't had bought the top but when I tried it @ home,the top didn't showed any fats that I had.

Its a good thing,hahaha,so I won't need to be self conscious if I wear that top.

After forever 21,we went to the Macdonald's beside Cineleisure since Era had not had her lunch yet.

Didn't had any anything since I had my retainer on.

Era bought the mcspicy meal.

I think I should try the chocolate milkshake since I have never tried it before.

We went to city hall next since it was still early.

Took a few photos and chatted ,then we went back to Cineleisure to see A Town In Fear.

Met Andy,Enna,Shafiq,Rahman and his friend plus Areep.

A Town In Fear were great and I finally got to see them play.

Missed quite a lot of the gigs that they played so I wanted to go see them.

They covered Carrion by Parkway Drive and played their originals Deadhorse and Boundaries and a new song.

Walked to Plaza Sing and had our dinner @ KFC.

The later part of the night,we chilled at the area above Dhoby Gaut Mrt.

Had a deep and good chat with the others and it really is surprising how fast things and people change.

We all headed home @ 10pm.

Era's bus came first so we said bye to each other.

I didn't had to wait long for my bus to arrive.

Coincidentally,my brother decided to take the bus from there also,so we sat together in the bus.

About 2 bus stops later,a really huge man boarded the bus and he sat in front of us.

Later in the bus journey,there was a lot of people in the bus,so a young man in his 20s sat beside the huge man.

He looked at the man first and I think he had second thoughts about sitting beside him because I saw him looking behind to see if there were any empty seats in the bus left.

But there wasn't.

So into the bus journey,the young man in his 20s started fidgeting in an obvious way.

I guess he must have felt uncomfortable sitting beside the huge man.

That was the longest bus ride ever because I dread seeing ugly scenes.

Well,I should stop here and continue my daily routine.

I'm out!

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2010-09-16T21:48:00.001+08:00

Sup!

check out my tumblr @

www.twowordsonepromise.tumblr.com

For long updates I will update both my tumblr and blogspot.

For short updates,go to my tumblr.

2010-09-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hi,Just a short update.

Loads of gigs coming up this month and October.

I certainly can't wait!

Check out my calender on top of this page. ^^

School will suck and would be dull this month because the new timetable seems to be the same in some of the days or,there will be relief teachers to relive my class.

I want October to come and go fast and then I can have a proper break.

Before I go off,

R.I.P Joneh from FINAL ATTACK :(

2010-09-12T18:37:00.001+08:00

Plus despised icon tix.

2010-09-12T18:19:00.002+08:00

MERCH

2010-09-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

Spirit Filled straightedge bands + heavy music + tattoos+guys with ear plugs.

2010-09-08T15:45:00.000+08:00

SUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

Went for ANTAGONIST AD yesterday with Areep.

Took Bus 700 and met Areep @ Clarke Quay MRT.

The journey was not too long and not too short,but come to think of it,I should have took the straight bus to Clarke quay instead.

Called Peter to ask for directions to Home Club,but his words were vague;so we attemped to find our own way to Home Club.

We spent about more than an hour finding Home Club,asking for directions from people;but to no avail.

We went back to where we came from and luckily Areep saw Khai and we went to Home Club with Khai and Nerd.

We reached home club and Peter told us that if your under 18,you can't go in.

I was so worried that i couldn't go in.

Then I saw Israq and I told him that I couldn't go in because I was under 18.

Then he was like ''Can la,lol.''

I remarked ''AIYA WHY I AM UNDERAGE AND WHY WAS I NOT BORN EARLIER?''

I think I saw the guys near me laughing because I said that. LOL.

Thank god Feroze negotiated with the Bouncer and the bouncer allowed those whose birthday had already pass and was already 16 in.

But the downside was that Areep couldn't go in because his birthday has yet to pass.

When we were outside,I heard picture this perfect and they cover A Day To Remember A Shot In The Dark if I'm not wrong.

They sound good actually.

Then Straightforward played and the stage diving +hardcore dancing started.

The chinese guys were fucking up the pit as if they think that their ignorant dance moves were so great.

AS IF YO.

I could tell that Kurt plus some of the malay guys were pissed at them.

But aside from all that,they were great but I felt that their set was quite fast.

And that they should have played longer.

Her Silent Wish played most of their originals and a cover of Tdwp.

Ruins and Remains set was fucking tight +heavy.

They covered Vengeance by For The Fallen Dreams and their originals.

Saw most who enjoyed their set because they were really good. (Y)

Before ANTAGONIST AD set started,Rico approached me and said ''DO YOU WANT TO TAKE A PICTURE OF ME?''

I said No.

And he was like ''WHY NOT''.

So I agreed to take his photo and he started to pose like a gay.

HAHAHAHAHHAA. CLASSIC RICO. (Y)

Then he high-fived me?

ANTAGONIST AD set was fucking rad and sick.

The guys started hardcore dancing and there were loads of stage dives + body surfing.

From the front,I was pushed to the back and I sat on the high stool @ the centre of the club.

Good spot to take pictures.

And I even took a video too.

Check out my multiply for more photos and the video.

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THANKS!

I shall stop here now.

Ciao!

2010-09-04T20:32:00.001+08:00

Small bits of updates on my tumblr.

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2010-09-02T16:18:00.001+08:00

It's been almost about a year since I have really talked to my mom.

And even if we start talking again,she will say something to bring me down and we go back to square one again.

The thing is,whenever I'm around her;she will find something negative to say and then I will start to retort back to her.

The next thing she would say would be that I'm rude to her;etc.

Late yesterday afternoon,I was told by my current maid to call my previous maid becuase she wanted to ''talk'' to me.

She asked me out to go to sentosa with her this weekend to unwind.

When we were done with small talk,she asked how my relationship with my mom was now.

Why I'm not talking with my mother;etc.

Then,she proceeded to tell me that I can't behave this way because my mom is like that.

Her bark is worst than her bite and the reason she always gives me a hard time is because she wants me to do good in life.

And I shouldn't voice out my opinion to my mom and when she says negative shits about me,I should just stay quiet.

I told my previous maid that my mom shouldn't always demean me and bring me down.

Then my maid kind of patronize me by agreeing with me.

Next,she told me that my dad works hard for all of us as he is the only sole breadwinner of the family,and that I should do well in my studies and not disappoint my parents.

While she was telling me all this,I was in tears already,my voice was croaky as I was crying.

When my previous maid finished talking to me about that issue,she asked me if I could go to Sentosa with her this weekend.

She was like ''Go out la,enjoy yourself,don't always stay at home.''

But I turned down her offer and said that my N levels were coming up and that I had to study and maybe next time.

When we both hung up,my eyes were red and I tried to ask myself to stop crying.

But I just couldn't.

You know,when you tell yourself to stop crying,you just can't becuase you cannot control your feelings.

Then you try to wipe the tears away becuase you do not want others to know that you have been crying.

I did that.

I even tried smiling so that my face would return to normal.

When I finally composed myself,I wanted to be alone,but I ended up leaving my parent's bedroom and headed straight for the living room to my siblings.

Thank god they didn't realised that I have been crying,but I really wanted them to ask me why I cried.

The thing that got me really pissed was that my mom seem to have this assumption that my friends are of a bad infulenece and that I'm the way I'm now because of them.

But in truth,I have always been like this.

I'm the way I am now not becuase of my friends like my mom seem to assumed.

I'm the way I am now because of ME.

I am definitely not easily influenced;my friends are not bad influence,so fuck my mom's misconceptions;If I was easily influenced,I would already be smoking and doing drugs by now.

So fuck it if my mom dispproved of me becuase I am aiming to go to ITE.

One day I won't take this anymore. One day I will be old enough to do what I want to.

From now,I will do things as I deem fit.

No one is going to get to me anymore.

Fuck you if you have misconceptions about me.

Fuck your opinions,if I wanted your opinions,I would have asked you for it.

2010-08-31T13:13:00.001+08:00

Note to self:

So it's time for me to get down to some serious studying.

No more procrastination;I really have to study for my N levels.

These 2 days of holidays and the weekend would be a really good time to sort things out.

And when its time to sit for my papers,I will promise myself that I will do myself proud.

And if I fail,at least I tried.

2010-08-29T17:49:00.002+08:00

2010-08-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

Hi! Sup! yeap,so I went to Victoria's house for her 18th birthday party yesterday.

Met Julia @ Sembawang Mrt Station and finally for once I didn't have to wait since Julia reached there first.

We headed to find the way to Victoria's house.

After longish attempts of searching for her block,Julia saw the number for Vic's block.

But there was still one more obstacle to get through;that was to find the lift.

Well,we almost wanted to climb the stairs because we had a hard time finding the lift,then we tried again and we found the lift.

Vic's house was well done up for the party.

The decorations were all so fancy and I liked how her house looked.

There wasn't much people there when we reached but later in the night,a lot of people showed up;mostly her schoolmates and her relatives.

There was the 18 roses in which Victoria had to dance with 18 guys and then the guys would give her roses and wish her.

Vic danced with so much guys and I was almost jealous of her.

Haha. Not really.

Then for the 18 candles,18 girls had to make a speech about her and Victoria teared up because she was so touched.

After that, we all started digging in and my most favorite food was the curry puff.

Took a few photos with Vic and left around 8 plus with Julia.

Headed to the Mrt and on our way there we took some photos @ the bus interchange because the lighting there were really nice!

Initially, I actually wanted to head down to Dhoby Gaut to celebrate Enna's birthday.

But I thought that I better not since my Dad was home already.

So I hope she had fun yesterday with the others!

AND........HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO VIC AND ENNA AND HAPPY NOW BIRTHDAY TO FARIS FROM NIGHTMARE TRILOGY!

I want to upload some of the photos that I took yesterday,so I will stop here.

Bye and have a good week ahead for those who are reading this. :)

2010-08-26T19:05:00.001+08:00

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Ps:I will still update this blog because I have been using this blog for about 2 and a half years now.

:))))))))))))))))

Oh yeah,head over to my multiply @ www.goregirl.multiply.com if you wanna see the king ly chee video that I posted.

2010-08-24T18:47:00.000+08:00

I should be going for this.

2010-08-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

During the 2 days of school this week,I got back some of my prelim paper results.

As expected,I failed my math.

What came as a surprise was that I managed to came through for my Chinese and History paper.

I lost quite a lot of marks @ one section,kind of like the cloze passage.

So in total,I got either a 3 or 4 for my Chinese results thanks to the marks from the comprehension passage. ^^

I got a exact 25 out of 50 for my History paper.

I hope not to have this mark for my N level history paper.

A 38/50 mark is my target so I will start revising all my history notes that I was given pretty soon and go for extra lessons if there is one.

I got a 47 and a half/80 for my English paper 2.

Not satisfied with my paper 2 mark but I hope my paper 1 and 3 mark would be able to let me at least get a grade 2.

And the surprising thing was that Adrian who always speak in broken english got 50 and half/80 and he was the highest for English;at least for now.

I guess he put some big effort when he did the paper.

Anyhow,I’m happy for him for passing English.

On another note,I’m looking forward to Victoria’s birthday party this saturday!

I will be wearing the first dress that I bought.

3 more days till the weekend;COME FASTTTTTT!

2010-08-22T21:05:00.001+08:00

2010-08-22T21:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a pretty awesome day for me!

Headed to city hall MRT to meet Victoria.

While I was waiting for her,I saw Era and then she told me that she was waiting for her friend.

She told me that she was going to the esplanade library to see King Ly Chee too.

Vic reached shortly after that,so Era said that we all should wait for Dan to reach first then we can go together.

Dan was late and by the time I reached the library,King Ly Chee finished their speech.

At first I was disappointed, but I told myself that at least I heard the vocalist talking about hardcore dancing and the vocalist said that no matter what just be yourself etc.

Vic,Dan,Era and me headed to the arena after that.

While we were taking the escalator down,Era kept probing me to ask them if I could take a photo with them.

Too bad that I did not had the guts and I was too shy.

We sat at the arena until 6 plus then we went to meet up with Amy,Andy and the others.

Followed Andy because he wanted to smoke and then I told him that I bought King Ly Chee shirt.

He asked me about the price so I told him that the shirt cost 15 bucks.

After he finished smoking,we went back to the merch store because he wanted to buy their shirt.

I forgot what design he bought.

We walked to Marina Square after that because the others were there.

On the way to meet them,I saw Fahmi and a chinese dood who wore a nice white chapel tee.

The others were at the food court so we headed there.

Bought our food since the others could break their fast soon.

Amy,Era and I kept walking around because we didn't know where to buy the baked rice from.

HAHA. After Amy ask Enna where the baked rice stall was,we went to queue up;but Amy decided to buy her food at another stall instead.

Vic bought some sort of food that looked like Macaroni while Era and I bought the baked rice.

I regretted choosing the spicy flavour baked rice because it sucked,should have bought the same as Era.

After our meal and some chatting,we headed to see Tacit Aria performance.

Vic and I left for esplanade because I wanted to pee.

We headed to the powerhouse to see CHICOSCI.

Since they haven't started,a woman approached me to ask me some questions.

She asked me what band I wanted to see @ Baybeats next year,then I said A Day To Remember.

I remember telling my bro that if King Ly Chee can come down for baybeats,why not A Day To Remember?

After the survey,Vic saw her friend and immediately I told her friend that her ear plugs were frickin cool.

I asked her all sorts of questions about her ear plugs.

Didn't get to catch her name though but she told me that She was from ITE CCK.

CHICOSCI was really good.

Their songs sounded pretty great especially the song which has the lyrics ''Lock & load,Baby Lets Go!''

The vocalist rapping was quite good so I was really impressed.

Around 9 plus their set ended,So Amy,Vic,ZyZy,Irfeen,Enna and me decided that we should go kill time before king ly chee set.

Before that I heard someone calling for me and when I turned around,I saw Ajie and he asked me where was my brother. HAHA.

Our first stop was the toilet then we went to Marina Square becuase Enna had to settle some money stuff.

Amy bought her subway cookies and then we all headed back to the powerhouse after that.

On the way there,I had a stomachache so I told them that they could go without me first.

Vic followed me and luckily I did shit.

Sat on the pavement and I saw the familiar people that I wanted to see.

It was nice to see them because it brought back loads of memories.

Oh yeah,I also said Hi to the King Ly Chee guitarist because he happened to looked at my direction.

LOL!

Around 10:30 Vic and me went to the front because I knew that if I didn't, I won't get to see King Ly chee properly.

Like I mentioned on their facebook,I was completely blown away.

I swear when they play this is our new beginning at the start of their set,I almost hyperventilate because I thought to myself, ''Woah finally I get to see them play''

Their new songs sounded fuckin tight and I can't wait to hear them again.

I also took a video of them performing one of their new songs. (Y)

Saw a couple of people that I knew got escorted out by the security like Zach and Rico.

The security sucked because they practically blocked my way while I was trying to take photos.

And they sucked for not allowing the guys to have fun.

But what really mattered was that I saw King Ly Chee played and that was enough for me.

Took the last bus home with my bro and reached home pretty late and it was all good! ~~~~~~~~

PHOTOS:www.goregirl.multiply.com

2010-08-19T20:01:00.001+08:00

Definitely can't wait to see them on Saturday @ Baybeats.

REPRESENT!

2010-08-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

I FUCKIN FEEL THAT MY LIFE IS GETTING MUCH MORE MEANINGLESS.
I HAVE MY N LEVELS TO WORRY FOR.
I DON'T GO OUT MUCH NOW.
BLACKHOLE IS CLOSING DOWN SO THERE ARE NOT MUCH GIGS HELD THERE NOW.
I MISS MY FRIENDS.
MY DAILY ROUTINE INCLUDES WATCHING TV FOR MANY HOURS UNTIL THERE ARE NO MORE SHOWS THAT I RECORDED;THEN I WILL READ A BOOK OR SOMETHING.
I HAVE NO MOTIVATION FOR STUDYING THE SUBJECTS THAT I'M WEAK IN.
N LEVELS ARE APPROACHING SOON AND I'M NOT DOING ANY STUDYING DONE EVEN THOUGH
1.)I'M SCARED SHITLESS.
2.)AND AT THE SAME TIME,I KNOW THAT I WON'T MAKE IT TO SEC 5. (GRADE 11)

EVERYTIME I LOOK FORWARD TO SOMETHING,MY PLAN ENDS UP GETTING THWARTED.

ONE WORD:BUMMER.

2010-08-17T20:43:00.002+08:00

Hi big guy,please don't let me screw up for my history paper tomorrow.

I will no doubt be doing the essay on establishing peace.

I have studied the essays for the most part of today.

I hope I make it.

PEACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Be back when I feel like it.

2010-08-13T21:03:00.000+08:00

Is it just me or the weather has just been pretty shitty lately?

One moment there's rain,and then after 30 minutes,it will be all hot again.

Bloody hell. So I have been washing my hair 2 times a day because I would feel all warm and sweaty by the end of the day.

My English prelim paper was yesterday and today I sat for my chinese prelim paper.

Well,my take is that some of the sections for both papers are really hard and I think my self esteem is pretty much screwed because I know that my results for both papers would suck.

Thank god that that the preliminary exam would not affect my results @t the end of the year;so fuck it if I get shitty results.

I dunno what to study for social studies so I'm just studying what my teacher taught my class and that's that.

I'm prepared to fail my maths,so I'm just gonna try and do the questions that I mostly don't know and know.

On another happy note,I received a package from a band yesterday.

The postman himself handed it to me.

Lol,so I now still feel that the 2 shirts and CD are really precious to me.

I'll post the merch that I received sometime next week and I will probably sell one of the shirts if anyone wants it.

I love the lyrics to their songs especially.

And I have been listening to the CD whenever I have free time.

Thumbs up to that band from Germany! (Y)

Can't wait for next week either because by next Friday I'll be done with my prelims and good timing too because the next day is Baybeats.

And I absolutely can't wait to see King Ly Chee and my friends.

Old and New.

Especially old friends because I haven't seen them in ages!

So I guess I should stop here!

I'm out!

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It has been a long time since I answered questions.

Thanks!

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2010-08-11T16:38:00.001+08:00

A life that we live that we care nothing about
Trapped in a world that only spits us out
Held down, force fed
Same routine until we’re dead
Fight for status, it’s all for greed
Step on those to get what we need
Steal anything that will take us higher
Strike the match set this world on fire
We struggle to get to the top
Never satisfied with what we have
After all of our destruction
We never find an end
When the time has come and there’s nowhere to run
Stuck in a cell screaming for the sun
Looking for comfort, looking for care
You burned it all up there’s nobody there
Rolling over everything in sight
Raped and conquered, no fair fights
So caught up in a fucking race
That amounts to nothing just a fucking waste
Never gonna find what you’re looking for
So lost in yourself, so desperate for something more
Do anything to win
Fuck all who don’t give in
Conquer the world
Leave nothing in the end

-Down To Nothing.

Listen to this song 3 times while in class today.

2010-08-09T19:31:00.001+08:00

Last night,I went to Night Safari with my bro,Jason/Zheng Jie.

I took some photos but most of the photos were not visible so I don't intend to post any photos from last night.

When my Dad drop us off @ the bus stop,I saw this guy who had huge ear plugs.

Then my bro and I headed to buy the tickets.

There was a long line and we had to wait for several minutes.

When it was finally almost our turn,I noticed that the man in front of us bought only 1 ticket.

That meant that he was there alone.

So I was like ''Hey that man bought 1 ticket only.''

Then my bro told me that he was European. He overheard him saying that to the lady who was managing the counter.

Overall the trip was like deja vu all over again because you see,I have been there since I was young and the creatures of the night show was still the same. Including the animals.

Ohh,and there would be a Naracoorte cave that would be opening soon.

Haha funny name!

The upside is that we managed to to see more animals last night and I got to eat Ben and Jerry's icecream.

When we took the last tram,I again noticed that there were 2 man who sat along in different carriages.

HAHA,So I decided that I admired those who had the courage to go to Night Safari alone after what I saw last night.

The last couple of weeks sucked balls because I did not had any plans to go out.

Planned to go to the HARDCORE HELL 2 gig today,but @ the last minute I didn't want to go;so here I am @ home listening to badass pop punk bands and I might be spending the night watching tv afterwards.

Tomorrow there's no school and I guess I might be @ home with the same old routine again.

Bummer.But its cool. I guess?

Byeeeeeeeeeeee!

PS:HAPPY NATIONAL DAY;BUT I DON'T CARE. LOL.

2010-08-07T09:35:00.001+08:00

Sycamore by SUCH GOLD

I’m still looking for my piece of mind and nothing more.
My bad habits are building up and getting harder and harder to ignore,
Except when you’re around but I’ve been spending so little time in this town.
I just hope that you see I just can’t be who everyone wants me to be.
The pressure is too much and all I needed was just a little luck or so I thought,
But it’s time to follow the dreams that we fought so hard for.
This is your chance to soar above the world outside your door.
I hope that when you fly your wingspan is not the size of your attention span,
Cause you’ll never finish what you began.
And I’ll be fine with myself and my life,
As long as my dreams aren’t far behind.
I know what I want and I’ll never lose sight.
So here’s my advice: never let go off the things that keep you warm inside.
And I’m still looking for my sanity and nothing more,
I think I left it somewhere inside 55 Sycamore.
And now I’m chasing it on every tour.
I don’t know what you thought; it’s just my way of saying that I never forgot
What we fought for.
So here’s my advice: hold on to whatever keeps you warm inside.
Trust me it’s something that is too hard to find.
If living this empty life is a crime then I’ve served my time.

2010-08-05T16:50:00.000+08:00

SUP! SUP! SUP!

So I kind of found out that it is shark week?

Yeah,so maybe I should buy A Day To Remember's Shark Week Shirt.

My bet is that the shirts will sold out soon since there are heaps of ADTR fans out there all over the world.

This afternoon marks my 5 and a half days of holiday.

5 days because I plan on not going to school tomorrow and because of National Day.

Best for catching up with friends,gigs,TV,merch shopping plus sleeping and dreaming.

By hook or by crook,I shall take a decent photo this weekend and sleep however long I want.

I really miss the Saturdays when I usually would have already plans to go somewhere.

For example gigs.

I really miss seeing Shadows Of Miasma,Hope For Glory,No Rest For The Weary,Murdered For Revenge,Straightforward,Step Aside,Mouthful Of Air,Vermillion,Take Over,Beastial Devotion and For This Fight in action.

I wished some generous Samaritan would give me $1000 .

To organise a gig.

But FAT HOPEEEEEEEE.

:((((((((((((((((((((((

Secondly,I miss my friends that I would usually see but I don't anymore nowadays.

My 'N' level prelims are looming soon.

The thought of receiving the same old grade for math just doesn't seem nerve wracking to me anymore.

But I hope to see some improvement.

I mean who wouldn't want to see improvement even though it does not make a fucking difference? :)

I HOPE + WISH that it will rain more often in the coming months because I dislike the warm weather here.

And I definitely can't wait for BAYBEATS!

King ly chee is a MUST-SEE.

I can't imagine them performing @ the observation deck @ the esplanade library!

But @ the powerhouse I can.

After my prelims,I would definitely enjoy myself on that Saturday.

And I can't wait to do some more shopping either!

And to see friends that I haven't seen in ages.

Plus to listen to some of the bands that I'm into new albums.

I CAN'T EFFING WAIT TO THE MOST CAREFREE-ST DAY OF THE YEAR.

I'm out!

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2010-08-03T16:07:00.001+08:00

Do you remember the days way back when we used to say nothing can change us,no one will stop us;I'll never be like you? l

2010-07-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

9 year old war hero

Built by a child with a broken past.
Honesty was all he ever wanted.
Holding his head way up high, he is the youngest hero.

My hero.
My pride.
My love.
My joy.

If I had to choose between him and you,
you both would be fucked.
Built by a child with a broken past,
we will, we will last.

My hero.
My pride.
My love.
My joy.

2010-07-30T20:56:00.001+08:00

Break Even

2010-07-30T20:41:00.001+08:00

Handsome Mark Bawden

2010-07-28T15:24:00.000+08:00

2010-07-28T15:23:00.000+08:00

Man,it feels like ages since I last updated.

First and foremost,I would just like to say that I have officially fucked up on my 'N' level Chinese oral.

I did okay for the reading part though there were a few words that I didn't know how to PRONOUNCE

And to add on to that,when I was reading the passage before approaching the examiners,I was reading the passage out loud when the timekeeper asked me to read the passage silently.

I mean, HOW CAN YOU NOT BE ALLOWED TO PRACTICE READING THE PASSAGE FIRST BEFORE APPROACHING THE EXAMINERS?

SERIOUSLY MAN,FUCK THAT TEACHER WHO COULD ONLY SPEAK THE SAME ENGLISH SENTENCE/WORDS THE WHOLE TIME WE SPOKE.

But,I seriously hope that I would at least get a pass for my oral.

Fingers crossed,I mean no point crying over split milk right?

On another note,I have been having back pains since this morning and I think theres a 50% chance that I might have scoliosis

Means that my spine is curved from side to side.

I'm scheduled to have a medical check up @ Singapore General Hospital, but I don't think I'm going.

Maybe after my 'N' levels.

There was no school today.

I was to stay home to do my English,Maths and social studies assignments .

No recent good gigs lately to go to.

UGHHH. BUMMMMMMMMMMMMER.

Maybe I should save $$$ for shopping.

And should stop eating so much @ school.

HAHAHAA. And to stop eating in class when lessons are ongoing.

And stop watching so much tv and start studying for my 'N' levels.

Okay. Nuff said.

BYEEEEEEEEEEE!

2010-07-25T10:11:00.002+08:00

FIREWORKS!

2010-07-24T23:34:00.001+08:00

HA.HA.HA.HA!
Today is probably the most funniest,frantic-iest ,hungriest,sorest day I have ever had.
Jason and I headed to Bukit Panjang Plaza to see No Rest For The Weary perform.
So we took the long cut to walk to the bus stop since Jason's afraid when the dogs bark.
Then as we walked pass the houses,we saw a Caucasian mum and her son playing with her ball.
The mum threw the ball to her son but she threw the ball quite high so the ball got thrown outside their house and my bro caught the ball in time.
Then they said their thanks and we started walking again.
When we were halfway to our destination,Fiz called my bro to ask him for a shirt.
So my bro sent me back home to collect his The Black Dahlia tee.
I speed walk back home and got his shirt and met him back @ the bus stop nearest our house and then we started heading to the bus stop that we intended to take the bus at.
Since the gig had yet to start when we reached,I headed to the library first to see if there were any books that I want to borrow.
As most of my friends and classmates already know,my books will always get wet at the wrong moment. eg. When I intend to return the books that I borrowed on that day;etc.
So I got sort of banned from borrowing books @ the library for now since I shirk my responsibility for returning the library books wet.
But,thankfully;I still have Jason's library's card to use.
Me-1 | Library-0
Around 2 +,my bro texted me to inform me that No Rest For The Weary was about to perform so I quickly made my way to the Plaza Rooftop.
Saw Elfac and wished her a Happy Birthday.
Then When I looked over @ my bro,he laughed because of the fact that the people didn't know what No Rest For The Weary really sounded.
But overall,I prefer their shows at Blackhole.
Around 3+,Nurul texted me to ask me to meet her.
Waited for her and then we went back to The rooftop.
Lol. Typing ''Roof top'' reminds me of the days when I still played Habbo Hotel.
Dyeth was playing when we reached.
Saw Aly and her Mum when Dyeth was performing.
And let me just say that I think ALY'S MUM IS DAMN COOOOOOOL!
When Dyeth finished performing,I left soon after to meet Era and many others @ Marina square.
I walked a long walk to Marina Square because the road which I usually walked was blocked off because of the NDP rehearsal.
I swear if I become president next time,I won't block off shortcuts and bus stops just becuase of NDP rehearsals.
LOL!
Met the usuals and then I went to change leaving my handphone,bag and what not.
I took a long time finding the toilet. =.=
Went to change to a cooler shirt and made my way back to the place that the others were at.
The thing is,I will get easily confused/lost @ a place like Marina Square.
I took a long time finding my way back.
And in the midst of walking and finding my way back,I was almost on the brink of tears because I thought that I was really lost.
Thank god for the security guard who I had to ask 2 times before he responded to me.
I think he had difficulty hearing me because he was engrossed in whatever he was reading.
Heaved a sigh of relief when I managed to find my way back and sat and talk and to listen to the others.
I guess its safe to say that they all mostly have smileys piercings now.
Around 5:30 +,we made our way to esplanade because Aixz said that Deputy Siren was performing @ the esplanade library.
It turned out that their set was @ 5pm so we missed out on their performance.
Instead,Andy,Areep and me went to participate in a event that was organized by Ngee Ann Poly.
We had to dance,guess,act and listen to a movie with blindfolds on.
After we completed what we had to complete,we got free goodie bags that contained some Sticky sweets,vouchers,a water bottle and mostly brochures.
Went to the esplanade rooftop to meet the others and after a while,Era and I went for a walk.
When we came back from our walk,I went to buy Black pepper chicken with rice for dinner which cost $6.90.
Era lost a barbell from a smiley.
I Wonder where the barbell ended up @.
The food was not worth it because the quantity wasn't a lot actually.
And because I wasn't full,I went with Areep and Enna to KFC to buy Cheese fries and 2 egg tarts to satisfy my appetite.
I sure hope that my long amount of walking paid off today or not my efforts would be wasted.
Watched the fireworks from esplanade rooftop and Shafiq farted.
Intially, he denied farting but then afterward he admitted.
AHAHAHAHA;EMBARRASSING MOMENT FOR HIM!
Era and I left the place and we made our way to the MRT.
In the midst of walking,Era started singing 1234 by the plain white t's.
Here's what she sang:1,2,3,4,fuck you.
The minute she said fuck you,I started laughing really loud.
Then the man who was in front of us turned around to face us and he sort of smiled.
That made me laughed harder.
Then Era told me not to laugh,but then she started laughing also.
HAHAHAA I shall relate this story to her again in the near future.
Its getting late;I shall stop here and upload some photos.
Till here!

2010-07-23T20:48:00.001+08:00

Sellouts/quitters only make the true stand stronger.

2010-07-20T15:16:00.000+08:00

The only thing worst than not being able to shit for days is that you realize that someone is making use of you.
Moreover,you thought that you could trust her.
Maybe I'm just reading too much into this situation.
Well, I hope the latter is true rather than the former.
To whom it may concern:

I'm beginning to have doubts. Do you really treat me like a true real friend or are you just friends with me because to you, I'm like a friend with benefits? For what it's worth,I have always treated you as a real true friend. Don't go too far.

I always had your back,on your side whenever shits that happened concerning you.
Should I trust you or should I watch my back?
What if you don't return what you asked for and delay in returning it?
Whenever you indirectly say something mean to me,I try not to retaliate because I fear that I might be making a mountain out of a mole hill.
Or is it just that I am not cut out to have true real friends?
Now I have trust issues because of this.
Perhaps I should just go it alone.
And people who have nothing to do should not say things that they are not sure of.
An example would be what happened to my classmate.
She almost broke up with her boyfriend because another classmate of my claimed that she saw her boyfriend with his classmate at the cinema when her boyfriend said that he was @ home.
Luckily,she chose to listen to her boyfriend and they made up.
Is this what people resort to nowadays when they have nothing to do.
If so,
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.
If you really treat me like your real true friend,you shouldn't have the mentality that I would give in to you readily over trivial favours.
Bottom Line.

2010-07-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

Went for Deadly Alliance yesterday.
I am Grace,Blindfold Hero,Passenger Service,Ruins,Killing fields,Abolition Ad + Radiant Archery did good.
Kind of wasted that Nightmare Trilogy and Dimensions didn't got the chance to perform
But Radiant Archery didn't play Purteo Blanco again.
Just went to their myspace and they have got a raw new song. (without vocals)
Check them out:http://www.myspace.com/radiantarchery
Just finished uploading the photos.
Suss them out @ www.goregirl.multiply.com
I have to watch WWE SMACKDOWN this week because I missed out on yesterday's episode
In the midst of listening to Cruel Hand right now.
Their new album drops July 27.
I wish my Dad would stop harping/emphasizing on the fact that I don't put enough effort in my studies.
As if I don't wish to get promoted to Secondary 5 (Grade 11)
Blame MOE,The new criteria is such that you must pass English + Maths including 3 best subjects to get promoted.
Well,Fuck the system.
I can't do Math.
Baybeats next month.
Can't wait to see King Ly Chee.
Their set is on 22 August
10:45-11:15pm
Cool Shizz.
Definitely can't wait.
Antagonist A.d. & Driven Fear on the same month.
'N' level period. Bummer.
Till here.
I'm outttttt!

2010-07-14T19:21:00.000+08:00

Well! Well! Well!
The CARPATHIAN show yesterday was fucking good!
A Bitter Affection was the first band who played.
They sounded great actually.
I thought that they would sound so-so so I guess it goes to show that you won't know what a band really sounds like until you watch them live.
Reversed's set was filled with usual actions.
HAHA. You know what I mean!
They played a cover of Have Heart's Watch Me Rise and
Comeback Kid's Wake The Dead.
Including their 3 originals-Never Let Go,Break Free and All I've Seen.
If they have an upcoming split ep with another band,that would be sweet!
Step Aside originals are always nice to sing along to.
What's The Point,Hotshot,Our blood for the fuckin win!
Also,I always look forward to their cover of Strike Hard By Casey Jones.
I swear the way Flesh Disgorged sounds was totally unbelievable.
Their songs are mostly full of pig squeals and the guitarists must be pros @ playing the bass or something.
CARPATHIAN's set was for sure the most rowdiest set I have ever seen!
Good rowdiness I must say!
From the front,I was push to the back and from the back I managed to make my way to the front.
Ahh. Their set was filled with the crowd singing along,Stage Diving,hardcore dancing + 2 stepping.
They played their songs and mostly,majority were singing along to the lyrics.
Amidst the rowdiness I got kicked in the leg and the lower part of my body.
HAHAHAHAHA!
The pain which lasted for a few minutes aside,I enjoyed their set and something tells me that they will come back here again to tour someday.
And It was neat to see one of the guitarist wearing his very own Kids On The Move tee.
Mad respect for them mostly.
Really sick tatts they have got on their legs and arms,chest etc.
Did not buy their merch but no big right!
Made my way home with my bro,Zack,Mady and Farid.
Farid took the cab home because he's used to taking a cab home.
LOL.
Then after taking the train to city hall,my bro and I took bus 700 home.
Reached home before 12 and my dad must already have been asleep by then because he didn't attempt to come up to my room whatsoever to check on me.
Surprisingly I was able to concentrate in class today and didn't space out.
But I went home 1 hour earlier instead of going for my Chinese lesson.
But I have got nothing to lose since my Chinese teacher was not able to make it for the class.
Watched A Day To Remember Have Faith In Me's music video earlier on.
For those who want to watch it:

Look at Jeremy's eyes close up!
I hope someday,eventually they would play here!
I want to watch them so bad and the only way I can watch them live is in my dreams!
Speaking of which,Antagonist A.D. will be playing @ blackhole on the 7 of September!
BUMMER! My N levels would have started by then.
So I have to see if I'm going or not.
I'm running out of words so I shall stop here!
Pictures are @ my multiply but I shall upload some on here just in case!
www.goregirl.multiply.com

2010-07-11T10:17:00.000+08:00

I went shopping with my sis yesterday!
Our first stop was @ Causeway Point.Wasn't into the clothes there so we took the train to CCK to take Bus 190 there to take us to Town.
It started raining a few minutes later and I regretted not bringing my hoodie.
After a long bus ride,we finally alighted one bus stop after somerset because I didn't really knew where to alight.
Then when I saw the bus pass Cineleisure,I immediately knew that we missed our stop.
So I quickly beckoned my sis out of the bus.Headed to 313 Somerset and we went to shop @ Forever 21.
Initially nothing caught my eye.
Then when my sis and I took the escalator up to the another floor,a dress caught my eye.
Here's a stupid assumption that I thought when I first step into Forever 21 with Era that other time:I initially thought that there was only one floor @ Forever 21.
LOL. How noob was I huh?
Took the dress I wanted and I immediately told my sis that I was going to buy that dress.
Then she asked me if I really wanted to buy that dress without trying it on.
We made a pass on trying out our purchases because there was quite a queue outside the dressing room.
Bought a D.a.r.e to resist drugs and violence singlet because mainly I just liked the words.
And I remembered seeing RECOGNIZE vocalist;Aaron with the same design on their myspace site.
But his had the words ''D.a.r.e to keep kids off drugs.

Again,I must say that Aaron's tatts are damn sweet!

After somerset,my sis and I walked to Fareast Plaza.
On our way there,we made a pit stop to Cotton On located near Orchard MRT.
My sis bought her girlie shoes and shorts and I bought my studded shorts which cost $10.
Good deal!

I saw Fikri behind the counter while my sister and I was waiting in line.
Also saw Nisa and Fahmi.
Didn't dared to say Hi to Fikri because I don't know if he knew me .
HAHA.
After that,we made our way to Fareast Plaza and had our dinner -Fried Mars bars(Vanilla for me,chocolate for her) plus their Cheesy curry chicken.
My sis and I sat outside 7-11 and we ate there.
Having your Fried Mars Bars up-sized really makes you full and our dinner was settled!
At 6 +,we took the bus home and reached home around 7.
Went to try on my purchases and I was literally panicking when the one of the plastic straps of the dress snapped while I was trying to to wear it.
I thought the dress was a goner after that.
Thank god they provided 2 strings to attach to the dress and the problem was fixed.
I was ecstatic when I realized that the dress fitted me.
And the funny thing is that I don't have to wear a Bra because there was a extra cloth underneath the dress.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

The Singlet and studded shorts fit perfectly and they match.
So by then I was already satisfied and I guess it's safe to say that the 70 bucks spent was worth it!
Comments I got after I showed my Dad and Jason my dress.
My Dad:Look at your fats @ your tummy & you must wear shorts underneath!
HAHA MY TYPICAL DAD!

Jason:WAH FINALLY YOU WAKE UP!EH QIANHUI,YOU WEAR THIS DRESS TO ORCHARD CONFIRM VERY NICE ONE. YOU WEAR THIS DRESS CONFIRM ERA THEY ALL CANNOT RECOGNIZE YOU.

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I'm almost done here.
I'm hoping against hope that I'm going for the CARPATHIAN show on Tuesday since it's going to be a long day @ school on Monday because I have my N level oral.
And I have/want to watch CARPATHIAN,STEP ASIDE + REVERSED!
Hopefully,the gig would start punctually @ 6pm and my Dad will come home late!
WISH ME LUCK!
I'm out!
HAVE A GOOD WEEK AHEAD PEOPLE! ^^

2010-07-08T15:47:00.001+08:00

People don't believe in heroes anymore

Don't try and be a hero
A soldier without a gun
A knight without a sword
A model without face
Once human but now a machine
Brutality, will reign supreme
Greed will only cripple the week
Brutality
Continue to run
Run Away
Always failing
Making the same mistakes
Failed in life
I see your greedy eyes
Taking for granted what you have
You've talked so tough, so good luck to you
Please stay safe at home tonight
This is love and hate
I'll burn your house to the fucking ground
The fire will light up the skies
Your neighbours will sit back and watch
Happy cause your wife's a whore
I’ll show you all that I'm callous and selfish
Here's a warning
Your day has come to an end.

2010-07-06T17:08:00.000+08:00

Cursed

The realization that I still don't know what I'm doing here,
Put in perspective I am nothing,
It feels like something has been wasted, and I am fading
Time is growing against me as I grow tired of being
Just another soul spent searching for something inside,
I hate my fucking guts, I hate desire, I hate lust,
I hate humanity, I hate instinctively, I hate this fucking world for fucking hating me

The chasm in my chest
Screams of resounding emptiness
I've never tasted this bitterness
I never felt this solitude, worthlessness

So what great vision is this to sail amongst the vast indifference?
Accept a trail to hollow senses, where only tragedy breaks the numbness
So what great epiphany, will spell out beneath my feet?
Chain my wrists, and admit defeat, imprisoned by 'the clarity'
So is this destiny, a doubtful life, feeling empty?
Worst of all to make me guilty, blindest of the blind, telling me to see
I might hate this world, I might hate myself
But I wont be a wasted soul, another ghost like everyone else.

2010-07-04T20:11:00.001+08:00

You thought you’d prove them wrong. You thought you were too strong. But everyone that professed their love would pick up and run. And they promised to stay behind under a dark blue sky. Now they’ve all walked away. Left you waiting in vain. It’s an empty shadow of what… of what it’s supposed to mean. But all those words have you chasing what it used to be. What used to feel so real makes you feel… makes you feel so numb and cheap. How much more until your heart stops to beat? How long can we afford to live this way? They’ll keep on lying, taking everything. Could we afford to trust anyone else? How could we trust ourselves? Break the cycle. Break the cycle. Break the cycle of giving in. Go… Break the cycle of giving in. Break the cycle of losing everything. Break the cycle of giving in. Break the cycle of losing everything.